Life hasn't been great Monday, November 16, 2009 9:26 PM
I have nowhere to go.
So I decided to blog it out,
SPILL it out here.
Im sick & tired of all these.
Recently, my family is in a huge crisis.
God knows why.
Now, they just couldn't stop arguing!!!
I freaking hate when my mum screams.
I freaking hate my brothers!
I freaking hate everything!!!!!!!
Im desperate and in need of relaxation.
I just wish I could skip this chapter of my life.
It freaking hurts seeing my surroundings falling apart.
Brotherly love Sunday, November 1, 2009 12:15 AM
I've never thought that this day will come.
May God bless and guide you for whatever you're going through brother.
We are here, willing to be there for you no matter what.
Please don't be stubborn anymore and take all your medicine.
Be strong and I know you'll recover soon.
My dad went back to Philippines
as my brother is currently admitted in the hospital.
The doctor's findings is dengue.
And he is also Anemic.
He doesn't lack red blood cells, but he lacks White blood cells.
My family is so thankful that his friend willingly donated his blood.
I'm glad that all his friends are always there for him.
He chose the right friends.
Mum also planned to go back but she decided not to,
cox it's expensive and we have to be practical these days,
as the hospital bills are expensive.
We're just really glad that my aunt
and my bro's friends are all there to guide him.
Dear God, please guide my family.
Sorry Friday, October 23, 2009 8:37 PM
How I wish feelings don't exist in certain circumstances.
I hate fighting with friends.
I hate fighting with my BFF and even to any of my friends.
It leads to ending the friendship.
I have wonderful friends and I want to keep them forever.
Yet destiny is so harsh that this such thing must happen.
I know I was so pathetic on the way I've been acting.
I thought it would be fine if we're going to see each other again.
Yet some of your words strikes me the most.
And I can't control the awkward situation I have when you talk to me.
I know we've already apologized to each other by message.
I guess I need time to absorb the fact that I actually just had an argument with you.
I never expected this to happen.
My dear friend, I never meant to hurt you in any way.
When it comes to controlling emotions,
I always fail to do so.
I tend to follow every emotions i feel.
And I'm so sorry if it has to be about you.
I hope this argument won't happen again.
Please give me time to make things back to normal.
There are certain things that has been happening
that causes me to change my mood.
Too many things that we both don't agree on.
Just so much to focus on.
I'm in panic.
SORRY.
Simplicity Wednesday, October 21, 2009 10:43 PM
I always believe in:
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON
Certain things confuse us.
Too many questions surround our minds.
Yet, above all the experiences gained each day,
we're still left with one question unanswered.
WHY DO WE HAVE TO GET HURT?
Some say it can make you strong,
Some say it's a decision went wrong.
Others believe it as a lesson to be learned.
While some thinks it's simply just consequences we have earned.
People get hurt.
It's normally because of a lost,
or a result of someone hurting them.
But why hurt others if you yourself don't want others to hurt you?
A big question no one seems to bother.
For me, different people has different characteristics.
Some are born angels, and some are plainly devils. =0
There are certain people who speak such harsh words.
Words that strikes to a person's heart and hurts his feelings.
Words that can impact BIG-TIME and causes fear to a person's life.
Some comments are harsh.
It can make people suffer.
So please, let others live happily.
We all our born in our own special ways.
Different appearances , different aspects of life & different ways of living.
Respect others for who they are.
And accept them even their flaws, just like how they accepted yours.
I'm not saying that I'm perfect person nor that I've never hurt anyone before.
I did. I'm just a human after all.
But somehow, we do have minds to keep ourselves thinking.
THINK BEFORE WE ACT.
BE CONSIDERATE.
RELEASE YOUR GOOD COMMENTS
and KEEP YOUR BAD COMMENTS TO YOURSELF.
Each person in this world know his own differences,
and they don't need other people to remind them about it.
Deepavali 2009 Sunday, October 18, 2009 12:51 AM
Celebrated Deepavali at Santi's place.
It was superb and it was my first time.
Didn't expect the food to be so nice.
Thought I won't eat but I did.
What's more fun was teaching my friends how to eat using their hand.
LOL!. They were so funny that I actually can't stop laughing.
They look so CUTE!
See the pics below.
Santi's parents were so entertaining.
They were so funny and energetic.
A child-like, I may say.
Santi's service? Hmm.
I give her 5/5 rating. It was like a 5 star hotel.
She offered drinks for like more than 20 times.
Served the food like professional waitress.CEYH!
And we all had fun.
After Jolin, Angella and Kai Ling went home.
Hijah and I stayed back till 9 PM.
We danced, sang, talked and laughed BIG TIME!
Pictures taken today.
Thanks for the invitation Santi.
And thanks to Santi's family for making our day and deepavali experience
an UNFORGETTABLE one.
Quick Post Thursday, October 15, 2009 8:05 PM
My new schedule SUCKS!!!
3 days ending at 5pm.
Even Friday is extended for an hour.
New books are damn thick!
Lessons are becoming difficult.
Arrghh!
AND I FINALLY BOUGHT SOME CHOCOLATES FOR THE TWIN!
No more scolding from them!
Hahaha!
Deepavali celebration at Santi's on Saturday.
It's going to be AWESOME!
New friend Monday, October 12, 2009 4:04 AM
My day started at 12 noon.
I received a task from mum to cook the whole chicken!
Cox we will be attending a small gathering with my mum's friends.
Went there around 7pm.
And I met a new friend.
It's cool how she approached me.
She's younger than me.
And we talked and talked and chit chat about life.
Had fun.
Went home around 3am.
Phew!
So sleepy!
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